I need sleep.

I'm really super excited that I decided to carve out a little space in this crazy site..well...

For ME.

I feel like my 'real time' with you has been flooded deep in posts....and information...heck advertorials even.

Although i'm super happy that I am FINALLY making some amazing money for my family and that all the stars are aligned in my house...

I feel like I've lost a piece of 'me' in here.

I mean... after all....

That's why I started this space in 2008.

Whoa.

That just kind of freaked me out.

I'm coming up on my almost 4th year blogging.

I remember it like it was yesterday.

Sitting with my little baby on the couch.

Depressed and alone.

With no family or friends.

And I turned to YOU.

(And facebook..then twitter....hahahhaah)

But seriously.  Because of YOU I've kept my head above water.

Nights when I thought I had no hope.

That I thought I had no identity.

I sat alone in my dark house with my family fast asleep.

And talked.

To you.

Through the pulse of my fingers.

And I lived to see the light of day again.

So with that, my dear friends.  

This is where I shall remain... 

CLEAN if you will.

True.

Honest.

Raw.

Not Alone.

I hope you'll join me.

Night.  

Joey