Inside My Heart Dear Hudson

Courtesy, Kara Raudenbush PhotographyHello Dear Hudson,

 

I can't believe today you are ONE MONTH OLD!!!

I've been waiting for the right moment to share my heart with you since you've come into this world.  The words have been there but putting my heart into words isn't exactly the easiest thing to do.  Really, cause my darling sweet little guy...there are no words to share the joy that you bring me.

I've not been able to take my eyes off you.  Everytime I ache from being tired or I feel the scar stretched across my body...I smile.  Because of your perfectness.  I'm so grateful to be given the opportunity to be your mother.

Courtesy, Kara Raudenbush PhotographyIt definitely was a quick entry since you decided to come out and play a week early but I'm sure glad you did.  

This past month I've watched you grow.  Poo.  Cry (barely!!) and even smile.  Although...that was gas I'm sure - I still like to think of it as a smile.  You've had your poopaw, grandma and even Aunt Carrie here to visit you! They just adore you.  It was so great to have them as you are one special little dude.

My dear friend Kara stopped by during your first week of life and kindly took some gorgeous photos of you.  That was a fun time until at the end you happened to poo all over me.  And Kara!!!  But she didn't stop when there was a great shot!  Poo and all.  Kara kept clicking away.

Your brother sure is in love with you, Hudson.  I hope you two remember that for a VERY long time.  Especially when you aren't willing to share your toys.  =)  

I hope that through this life little man, I can lead you to live in the Light.  To be the best little dude you can be and to know that no matter what you do, we'll always be proud of you.  

You're special, kid.  And I can't wait to watch you grow.

Love,

Your Mama for life