I'm not really sure what to do. I really feel bad about it. And quite honestly, it breaks my heart thinking about how much it upsets him.
I remember as a kid not wanting to go to school. But I don't remember ever being this upset about it.
Talking about Boston.
Bless his sweet little heart.
When he 1st started going to daycare, a year ago when I was doing afternoons at Now 97.5..He liked going. It was fun for him. I mean, I would get a little bit of whining-but he went. And enjoyed it. Sometimes he didn't want to leave.
The exact opposite.
After the station flipped formats-he stayed in full-time till January... pretty much so that I could keep my sanity. He did move up in class. And about 6 months ago...he's never been the same.
And now?!?!?! It's downright awful.
He moved up again the beginning of this month. And we moved him from MWF to T-TH to save a little money. And since I'm not working as much-I wanted to spend more time with him. I knew that he would be sad-and it would really be an adjustment. But this is awful. When he 1st moved up...he was great! He was in the 'big boy' class. And trust me when I tell you I milked that one.
But now that we are almost a month into it...he's just not having it.
Matt took him in this morning since I have TV today...and I actually felt sorry for Matt. Cause I knew it was just going to break his heart. On Tuesday when I took him-he screamed bloody murder. I walked out with tears in my own eyes. He did the same last Sunday at church. He was in a new class...and he just didn't like it. And he LOVED going to church nursery.
I don't know what to do. He absolutely loves his sitter, Rachel. I mean when she watched him on Monday he saw me walking up to the door to get him...and he said 'No Mommy-No!' He didn't want to go. But Rachel is looking for a full-time job... So she's not really an option. Although I just love her to death. I wish we had the money so that I could hire her fulltime.
Ugh. I'm so torn. Any suggestions?