Ok.. So I must admit.  I have a serious addiction. 

The internet. 

I always wondered if there was a place you can check yourself in that would deal with internet addictions. 

There are times when we travel I can totally go with out it.. but right now.  I MUST have it.  Sadly... my husband is sitting across the room on the computer.. and I'm on the couch.. of course, on the computer.  Can this ruin marriages?  Gosh I hope not.  But seriously... think about what it's going to be like in 5 years from now... It's going to be SCARY.  Modern technology.

I have no clue what I'm doing.  I guess I'm just trying to figure out how to occupy my time in between Boston's two naps everyday. 

I could go to the gym..and try to get rid of the 40 pounds I put on after having a baby... 8 months ago!!!

Yeah.. that bothers me.  I'm a bit PSYCHO about it.  I guess cause I worked so damn hard to lose 80 pounds  8 years ago.. kept it ALL off.. and now, here I am.  A fattie again.  But then I look at my son.. and I give.

My husband asks me if there is ever a day that I don't think or mention my weight. 

Gotta admit.  No.  It crosses my mind everyday...every second. 

Maybe that was the makings from being a former fat kid. 

But I sure do have an amazing person from it all.  I love that kid.



I gotta try harder...

Off to bed.  Can't wait to play tomorrow!