Ugh. Ever just get overwhelmed with the emotions of just crying???
Today is my first day with Boston home... He's home on Tues & Thurs now cause I just can't afford keeping him in daycare all week.
I love being with him.. and I feel bad that it's not me and him, all the time.
Funny. I have to say this OUT LOUD cause it annoys the hell out of me.
People ask me all the time-'well you're not working-why is he still in daycare?'.
I am working... I'm just not making any money at it... YET.
It's frustrating to me. Cause when someone doesn't see any return on their investment.... they think you're a lazy bum.
That's not the case. I'm just trying to figure it out.
I've been frustrated for a couple of days now. For a few things.
I can't figure this computer stuff out. ((I know- WHAT? ME? THE ONE ON THE NET 24/7?))
And.. I'm FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
I JUST CAN'T STAND IT.
I am so tired of being judged all the way around. Being judged by some cause I'm 'not going home for the holidays and yet got a handbag and going to Florida next week'.
All I really have to say about that one.. GET OVER IT. My family, us 3, deserves a vacation and to treat ourselves once in a while. This is our first GETAWAY since we got married and moved here. And I do not have to justify ANYTHING to you... or anyone else for that matter. Besides: some who have judged has gone places and not here.. and you NEVER heard us judge or complain.. everyone needs a break on life! Even if it means going somewhere besides to see family. NUFF SAID.
OH MY GOSH. I've been overstruck with an uncontrollable evilness.
I need exercise. And I need it bad. Off to the gym.
So... moral of the story today:
DON'T JUDGE OTHERS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE JUDGED YOURSELF.
**Editors note: I know I say I can live being a SIMPLE girl.. but damnit. If I end up treating myself with something rediculous-bite your tongue.