Really. Truly. I just want to Cry.

Ugh.  Ever just get overwhelmed with the emotions of just crying???

Today is my first day with Boston home... He's home on Tues & Thurs now cause I just can't afford keeping him in daycare all week.

I love being with him.. and I feel bad that it's not me and him, all the time.

Funny.  I have to say this OUT LOUD cause it annoys the hell out of me.

People ask me all the time-'well you're not working-why is he still in daycare?'.

I am working... I'm just not making any money at it... YET. 

It's frustrating to me.  Cause when someone doesn't see any return on their investment.... they think you're a lazy bum.

That's not the case.  I'm just trying to figure it out.

I've been frustrated for a couple of days now.  For a few things.

I can't figure this computer stuff out. ((I know- WHAT? ME? THE ONE ON THE NET 24/7?))

YES. ME. 

And.. I'm FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

I JUST CAN'T STAND IT.

I am so tired of being judged all the way around.  Being judged by some cause I'm 'not going home for the holidays and yet got a handbag and going to Florida next week'. 

All I really have to say about that one.. GET OVER IT.  My family, us 3, deserves a vacation and to treat ourselves once in a while.  This is our first GETAWAY since we got married and moved here.  And I do not have to justify ANYTHING to you... or anyone else for that matter.  Besides: some who have judged has gone places and not here.. and you NEVER heard us judge or complain.. everyone needs a break on life!  Even if it means going somewhere besides to see family.  NUFF SAID.

 

OH MY GOSH.  I've been overstruck with an uncontrollable evilness.

I need exercise.  And I need it bad.  Off to the gym. 

So... moral of the story today:

DON'T JUDGE OTHERS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE JUDGED YOURSELF.

**Editors note: I know I say I can live being a SIMPLE girl.. but damnit.  If I end up treating myself with something rediculous-bite your tongue.